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Thursday, January 17, 2013

A Man's Heart

This is no puisi. This is the heart of a very2 sincere Man. Please not the difference. This shit is not beautiful. That's why it is not a puisi anyway. So with no time to waste. Here is it:

You said we are dating, even just between us.
To others just as comrade like usual.
I told you that we love like a loving couple.
Caring like bro-sis.
And fight like a comrade on battlefield.

Yes we did, and always does.
But...
The 'deal' is a deal,

''We are dating, but only between us, to others, we are comrade.''

Later...

''It so boring when single, got no one to text with''

''He sucks! He already date someone and I'm still hold my words and I'm still single!''

So the thing is how is our deal?
Have you forget it?

''We are dating, but only between us, to others, we are comrade.''
 ''We are dating, but only between us, to others, we are comrade.''
     ''We are dating, but only between us, to others, we are comrade.''
  ''We are dating, but only between us, to others, we are comrade.''

That deal still keeps it's own beat in my head.
I'm still hold that deal.
We are dating when we are alone.
But when with them.
We are just no more comrade.

''I am so sorry but I cannot love you as a lover!''

Words that kills my happiness.

''Still, we are still comrade!''

Ok.
It is a declaration of breaking up as a love couple.
       I am officially you ex.
At least in my brain.

 ''What? We never date. Why you my ex?''

So the real world is the deal has been killed?
Or we never had such a deal?

I... never your balak...
Never your ex.
Never had such that deal.

''You know what? You are my comrade. When you are so, you are so important to me. So why need to date?''

If you ask so,

It is because I just can't let you go.
Even the deal is broken or never existed,
I just can't let you go.
I want you sometime be proud as your balak, ex also.

''I don't want to loose you... I don't want when you are my ex, surely we'll not gonna smile each other...''

That is why.
That is why I hold all those principal.

''Love like a loving couple, caring like a bro-sis, and fight like brothers in arms.''

Natural for me to layan my awek like my ordinary friend.
Because it's wasting to menggedik2 so much.
You will understand when you have ex.
            
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Why only sucker can be yours?
Why can't me?
Why only them can you called them yours?

I'm so malang when it comes to romance relationship.
I have to surrender to the hands of fate.
 But that doesn't mean I've had enough with you.
I'm still gonna have you in these arms.


*sigh

*emotionless

''He already date someone! But still I'm single!''

What?
Where is our deal?
You said that when we were together, no one with us.
Means that you have me as yours right?
That deal? 
  
** ''We are dating, but only between us, to others, we are comrade.''
''You see! He so sweet with his. He never that sweet on me!!''

 ''It's ok. I understand what you are feeling...''
***''You see! you never consider me even as your ex!''

 Heh! Just another story of man of sorrow.

End.

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